For the first time since Amber's murder I don't feel closed in on. Three months it seemed like maybe there was a God and he was pissed that I can't be arsed with him. Three months of distress and near-crying and crying and never knowing if it will stop. Those times you really wonder if you're alright in the head or if you should be medicated. ( Read more... )

Too cute - gotta check her out. http://tiny-monster.livejournal.com/


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so. fucking. bored.

Maybe I could grade that big ass stack of papers

Bleh

Okay.....crisis averted. My little brother sent one half of the rent money to me and then talked my Grandmother into loaning me the other half (she didn't need much convincing actually). If I can work decent hours in April and early May, the rest shouldn't be a problem. I know it sounds bad, but I might have to put off paying my credit cards. ( Read more... )

Okay, I've been trying for months to get my financial situation settled. I've been applying for an alternative loan because I was told this would help me cover expenses above what the university allows me. I finally get the fuckers over at Wachovia to approve and process my loan and I think everything will be fine ( Read more... )

No updates in nearly two months. Actually, thats not too bad for me. Honestly ( Read more... )

As if I didn't get enough. I emailed Am's friend and roommate the day I found out about her death. She told me about two suspects they were following. I told her that I could decide which was worse, someone that could kill her without even considering who she was, or someone who knew all those things and did so anyways. I never thought it could ( Read more... )

Pick up the newspaper for the first time in weeks and find out you lost ( Read more... )

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*Sigh* I have no idea what I'm doing right now. The semester is over ( Read more... )