What a shitty night.

[montenagler]

I had the most unbelievable night last night. Not in a good way though. In a "I'm fearing my life" kind of way. I was so incredibly sick I thought I was going to die.

I was talking to Michael last night. I asked him when he's going to university. 20th of this month. I kind of knew that by him leaving I wouldn't be able to talk to him as much but I

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[a_lovesopure]

aw Laura! well I'm glad you are okay now. and I'm really sorry that happend to you. I'm sure things will get better. and If you ever need to talk..you can always talk to me if you'd like.
Feel better <33

[montenagler]

i know, thanks

ily<3

[scratched_up]

Laura-
Ok, you know how I feel about you and all, but you need to stop letting people control and ruin your life like this. I want to be honest with you but then I also don't want to hurt you. You need to stop getting taken advantage of. I know you may love him but if he doesn't have the same feelings as you let it go. Maybe he does have the same feelings for you and if he does, he's still an ass for doing this to you and making you go through this. I really hope that you don't take what I'm saying into a bad thing it's just that you need to realize some things. I can help you to realize them but I don't know. I just don't want you being mad at me for saying those things but it's the truth.
<3 Gee

[montenagler]

hm.. no I take no offense to that, don't worry Geena. I know I'm stupid for letting it all get to my head, but sometimes it's hard to help. I'm trying to let it go and I'll get my mind on other things and hopefully after awhile things won't feel so bad but right now my heart is aching and it's just hard to feel good about myself. I'm going around giving people my little "cheer up" picture, when I need it too. wtf. I'm nuts.