Holy crap it's break!

I was going to update, but apparently I have to scrabble.

short to do list...

-sell some clothes to the thrift shop, see if they'll dispose of the ones they won't take
-find a watch battery
-return rented leather coat
-work at 4...shit that doesn't leave me much time for anything

I should update....I think.

Where was I a year ago?  Dating Aisha for one...starting to have second thoughts about living in Eden....wow, I don't feel like I've done much now, but I've had two lead roles, one that nominates me for ACTF and I've been feeling amazing for that.  Working on my dance is fun but frusterating, because I always feel like I ( Read more... )

Things have just been so up and down and all around for me lately, I don't know how to explain it all.  Especially my falling out with reality, as I call it.  It gets confusing at times, but it's a line of thinking that generally makes sense to me.  Essentially, there is no way of knowing if reality is 'real' and if that's all there is to life.  It ( Read more... )

Yes, I feel like shit.  No, I don't know why.  NO I don't know when I'll be feeling better.  NO I don't know what I need to fix myself.  Well, yeah, I know I smile sometimes, and sometimes, I think I do feel happy, but it's only when I can fully ignore what I need to do, what I put on my own plate to see if I could and now see myself failing.  Yes ( Read more... )

Today, I finally figured out that when a man says "Maybe some other time, I'll be busy then" more than once, he really means "I don't really want to see you again. I didn't think you'd actually USE my number." FML
Fmylife.com and textsfromlastnight.com have become almost a religion for me.  Read the new ones every morning and before bed, and my ( Read more... )

Choriographing a dance, made an outline for a children's book (going to see if my friend will do the art for it), got shot down for my idea for a senior thesis, started doing tech stuff in the theater (FUCN!  That's short for 'fuckin fun!), been making TONS of promos at the radio station (brought back the Dibden updates, created a sports watch bed ( Read more... )

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Sometimes, I really wish that facebook had a 'Nobody cares, STFU' button you can click, instead of just 'like'

PS, Ever think about how the dramatic 'MY GOD' (removes glasses) doesn't really work with contact lenses?

What some people view as addictions, I see as a relief.  Not really from the stresses of life, but from the things that I consider to be my real problem addictions.  Yes, I smoke, yes I drink, but when I do those, I don't play video games for 3-5 hours a day.  I'll smoke up, and do the dishes, clean my room, organize my schedual.  Or I'll drink and ( Read more... )