who am i????

Apr 25, 2004 17:39

who am i? i no longer know. i sat and had a good look at my self last night and i was scared by what i saw, long gone is the nice carl who helps hes friends enjoys his life and has fun all the time, now there is just moo, mood swings, violent tendices, depression. Last night i tried to kill my self if anyone is actually intrested went home and ( Read more... )

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starlet69 April 25 2004, 17:27:19 UTC
Consider yourself SEVERELY Bitch Slapped.

Now pack it in young man, I need you here, END OF!

Angie x x

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You kaz_star April 26 2004, 05:26:07 UTC
Moo, im not gonna stand here and preach cos at the moement your not happy with me and nor am i with you. You have lied to me, and yes i do resent you for it, the first time i ask you as a mate the second i wasnt kicking off i asked but i said im pissed off a bit. Isnt that what you told me, dnt listen to rumours ask the person accused. Which i did n u go off on one. The incident at the pub has "apparently" bin blamed on me, for what i do not know. I only wanted to pay the bill. I asked woody to c if u were ok, as u'll go on one if i try n help u. Ive bin here for the past 2 years moo, n now u decide fuck it. I don't care! thats ur attitude. May i say one thing, it's bin noticed by a few ppl, mayb u should try looking at the company u keep nowadays?! ( not u angie) Bitching done!

Karlie

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scoobler April 26 2004, 09:24:31 UTC
Mate, only you can change the way you are, its easy to go on how things are (you will change with the people arround you, not the way you want) even if they are not how you want them to be!

To change properly you need look at the things about you, you disslike the most and see how you can change those, its the small things that can make a big difference.......

I have done it, it worked for me, simply detach your self from the things that make you feel the way you do. Ignor things they will get the message and go away, even if its in a manner you don't like, take a breath if you don't like it, go see someone who is nothing to do with what they are doing! But as long as you can stand back, look at a situation and shrug it off instead of taking things so personally you will be able to control your self more, and shape your life into what you, and only you want!!!

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starlet69 April 27 2004, 05:30:17 UTC
We've talked lots the last few days Carl, and I agree with the point Karly makes that you need to choose your friends wisely.

Woody is a great person with a heart of gold, thats the type of person you have as a close friend.

Anyone else is just an aquaintance, these people should be treated as entertainment. Ignore criticism, accept compliments, but overall dont let them affect who you are.

Your friends are here to help you honey, you just need to learn to talk more, you know i'm always here.

Angie x x

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anonymous April 27 2004, 11:08:57 UTC
and kaz maybe you should stop listening to bullshitter mike, and maybe you should also stop having ago at people and then saying ut im not arsed or but im not having ago!!! and think about what you say to people before you actually say it!!!! also you may wanna rethink texting and msn to people from the cruise as certain topic soon fly around and make some intressting reading and a good laught from most people. you owe me a big fucking apoligy and until i get it then fuck you and the horse you rode in on bitching done.

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Again kaz_star April 28 2004, 03:01:05 UTC
Im not gonna argue on here moo, if u wanna bitch about me do it to my face

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