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[moogman13]

Geez I've changed a bit lately. In the past month I've experimented with a guy, smoked weed for the first time, took some vicodin I found and drank some wine in what is about 3/5's of the bottle now, and contemplated quitting my job and driving around. This shit is really getting to me. Was fuckin' waiting for a friend to finish getting ready to

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[is_thisdesire]

i'm sure i've said this before, but seriously, i'm really sorry about your mother. i can only imagine how difficult it must be to grieve the loss and continue doing all kinds of everyday things and somehow manage to reconcile your existence at all.

i think you're doing pretty great.

also, wow i had no idea you hadn't smoked weed before. and i also had no idea you'd experimented with a guy. how'd that go for you? good? weird? amazingly hot?

[moogman13]

Not doing great. You have no idea how gone I was last night. I've never broken down that much, not even when she did die.

Yeah, was pretty adament about not smoking it, mainly because a friend of mine was so adament about me trying it. She turned me off to it and she's smoked it more and more, so it annoyed me. I explained about the guy in another entry. I had mentioned I found out I have no interest in men sexually. Just did nothing for me at all.