Confused

[mookiessecrets]

I am so confused. My mind wants to hate him. But my heart can't do anything but love him. My mind tells me "your so stupid to stay here and live like this again" but my heart wants to hold in there and see if things will change

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Sorry

[tmbr330]

Sorry to hear about your love (or lack thereof) issues. I will sincerely pray for you, cause' my advice would probably suck :{ I will say that when I had/have similar issues and lean into God the most, that is when the breakthroughs seem to occur. (Praying a LOT for my husband has also been extremely helpful.) Sometimes the changes occur in him, other times, me - but it always turns out better than before. I know these are just words, because your situation is unique to you, so again, I'll pray, as that could be 10 times more helpful than any advice/etc. I offer (not that you would necessarily want advice). Anyway, hang in there (or not). God-willing, you'll know what's right for you when that time comes.

Re: Sorry

[mookiessecrets]

Thank you...I appreciate your kind words. Prayer right now is the best thing for me.

I hope God hears me cry tonight.....Cause I sure do need him!

[isisnef]

I think that tmbr330 is right. The best thing you can do is to pray, in special for him.

Let me ask you to do something. It has worked for me: When he is asleep (without waking him up, of course), lay your hand on his head and pray, ask the Lord to cover him with His Holy Spirit. Hug him and lay your hands every where, he is your husband, so it is OK to do that. Pray for him as you pass your hands all over his body. Next time you come here, I can give you some oil from Terra Santa (Israel) and you can anoint him while he sleeps.

Love,
Mom