if you're not loving, you're dying

[moolorie]

this year, i discovered the key to happiness.
it's not a steady boyfriend.
it's not good grades.
it's not being successful or always having a friend to call.
it's having yourself to call.

i never thought i'd want to call upon myself for support- i was too big of a romantic for that.
i've never been so happy in my life.
i've never been so content.
i haven't

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[cakegoodfirebad]

You know, I haven't really said this before because it's sort of hard to phrase it in a way that doesn't sound weird on the spot, but my respect for you just seems to go way up the more I get to know you (which sounds like a backhanded compliment but I promise it's not--I had a high level of respect for you before, it's just that it keeps growing). Sometimes it's just little things--like shrugging off breaking your picture frame as "well it's just a thing"--sometimes it's really big things--like seeing someone you care about do something that you hate and, instead of giving into some natural reaction like being hurt or wanting to just ditch that person, choosing to ascend beyond that "natural" selfishness and make the issue about your friend and making sure you do whatever you can to help him--but it seems like every time I get to spend some time with you you do something that amazes me at least a little. You probably already were, but stuff like that makes me certain that you're one of my favorite people ever, and I have a