Time slows down during an adrenaline rush, or so I'm told. A 9.8 second hundred meter race feels like forever to the runners weary musles. A mother looking for a lost child feels five minutes as an hour. Though I've never been an amazing runner or any type of athelete in general I do know I got grounded once at eight for leaving my mother's side in ( Read more... )

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Joy to the joy...

I quit work today...it was horrid but I quit.

I just need to crawl in a hole and die lately...

What else do I do?

Tell me what reason I don't have to do it...

Constantly my thoughts run towards one question, why? Why do things go wrong? Why does the earth turn? Ignoring the scientific answers to these questions that pop into my head I am left with an aching doubt. A tiny bit of a loss of words, they just won’t come out of my mouth and see the true light of day. Recently my life has taken a turn for the ( Read more... )

I hate my life...this has nothing to do with work but let me be specific. I hate how the sheer idea of losing a friendship stops a relationship I have wanted more then anything I have wanted in months. God I hate how everything just gets fucked up...

Well ain't that just the shit...

fuck random and fuck you...

You heard me right...

Get use to it...

I quit...

yep...

Curses...curses to the boy. I wish he just would be in Edmonton and I wasn't so confused.

Kill my brain...

Please.

~Blah~

A smugging ceremony and a talking circle (with a talking stick). Now that wasn't what I was expecting at a christian camp. But hey it makes me feel a whole shitload better to be here. (smiles everybody). I spent the whole day being damned lazy and doing no cooking, but hey. The grove is on tommorow as I have to get myself into the kitchen at 1pm ( Read more... )

Okay today is the first day of camp. Yay for computer access. The kitchen is okay but I have to learn how to bake desserts fast (I'm no good at them). My brain hurts from a lack of anything to do today. I be tired and everyone is friendly but reserved around me. I can't blame them though, I am rather overbearing sometimes. Well the game is going ( Read more... )

Happy New Year Freaks. I spent it sitting about with my mother and watching funny but bad movies. I wasn't drunk and hell it was actually fun :P

Well let us get ready for some fucking busy times.

~Tina~