Wow somethings wrong with me! I APOLOGISE TO EVERY ONE WHO PUT UP WITH ME again TODAY! im such an idiot! i was really sad today for no reason!

SARAH! IM REALLY SORRY! IM BETTER AND I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY I WAS SAD! hm, ok well ne way today wasnt bad at all! i guess i was just stressed thought to much and am really moody...yeah. im sorry again!

cutting is so bad! i wish people woulndt do it, but...i dont know....it just makes me sad to know that other people are sad...when i am sad to me its ok and its not a big deal, but when other people are all i want them to do is be happy!....hm, im such a hippicrat! bye bye

hm...well, today started out horrible! Just felt down about yesterday, and i was thinking to much...i guess i just felt alone, and not myself ( Read more... )

im done with every thing. bye

hmmmm, well im confused ( Read more... )

it seems like so many people are trying to avoid me...was i better alone...when i didnt hurt people? I think i should have never tried to make friends with anyone, because i just keep letting them down...the thought of hurting so many people sufficates me. I cant breathe im panicked, hurt, lost, scared, tired, emotional...i just want to run from ( Read more... )

well school when pritty horrible as usual. I dont know what to do...but after school was really fun...kinda when i wasnt thinking to much. n e way, i hung out with jenny most of the time, it was really nice, i got to get closer to her. We havent talked one on one in a long time. yeah...hm...ace did i tell you what i did on accident if i did DONT ( Read more... )

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well...not much to talk about...i guess im just um...i dont know. I feel so stupid im just so quick to jump to conlusions and i think WAY too much ( Read more... )

today was a kinda bad day. I spent most of the day trying not to cry, but im not gonna go into full detail, just alot and i mean ALOT of things were on my mind...I feel alot better now, becasue i got some things off my chest....although i feel bad for quiting, but im happy i did. I just didnt like it. It wasnt me, i wasnt all that good at it and ( Read more... )