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[moon_lighting2]

I am soo incredibly happy, and i just feel.....free. its as if this great weight really has been lifted off my shoulders, and its fantastic. I think its the fact that im really coming to terms with alot of shit in my life, in particular, what happened to me over the summer. ive realized that he completely, utterly, violated my trust, and i am in no

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[radiomatic]

gtalk is being a wanker

so because its dead this is the only way i can talk to you. i hate technology.

but i love you! when this shit hit, i was really afraid that you would never be able to get it out. It's a hard thing, sometimes internalizing is the only way you can really stand it- but, in the long run, its what makes things worse. dont carry it, but drop it on the floor somewhere, take a picture (not so you remember but so you dont forget), give it a few good kicks to the groin, and move on. I dont think you'll ever be able to let go completely, no, but you CAN come to accept it. you are strong strong strong, and i'm so proud of you. i love you, my birdy, so much.

*kisses and cuddles and everything sweet*
(oops i left in an "and" last time)

[moon_lighting2]

i know, i think im better off not holding onto it; its not letting it go per se, but accepting that it happened and theres nothing i can do to change that, but also relaizing that it wasnt my fault, but that there are ways to protect myself from it. And when you say "it", can that also refer to a person? because someone does deserve a few kicks in the groin...kidding aside, violence wont solve it. And i love you too, baby!! youve been there for me the whole time, and its been reassuring because youve helped me be able to trust again *deep smiles and kisses* i love you so much.

[shopaholic07]

Stacey, I just wanted to say that I'm so incredibly proud of you for coming to terms with everything and dealing so well and being able to just come right out and tell people what happened instead of brushing it under the rug.

Unfortunately you and I haven't really gotten to hang out much since that day when I brought my chocolate covered pretzels, and then proceeded to eat most of them, but hopefully we can soonish! Things are crazy for me and like every since 2007 member, with college stuff but hopefully we can relax and have a dandy awesome time soon!

I'm so proud of you, and I'm really glad that I was able to be there for you when you needed me. You let me know if you ever need company, or need anything. I love you bunches!

[arcana_mundane]

Love you baby.

[moon_lighting2]

:) i love you too