sorry ive been gone for a while

[moon_lite]

well i had a good and relaxing weekend... but to be completely honest im f*cken pist off at me ex eric, i mean first of all this girl that shes not really a friend just an acquaintance, went under my screen name on monday (she has my password cuz i lent it to her so she can see her boyfriends profile and i forgot to change it after that) well she

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[lytesk1nqt]

Hey girl. I'm glad to see that you're back. It's okay that u vent and let your anger and frustration out. I use my journal as therapy and it helps me look at my problems and figure out strategies for dealing with them. If the people don't like that then they can bounce. Feel free to write whatever u want in your diary & everyday is not gonna be a happy day.

It hurts when someone you love and care about slaps you in the face after you gave them your all. I just came to the fact that people have to earn my trust instead of getting it automatically and ending up being hurt in the end.

Why would your "friend" say that you're missing? It's not like you went out of town or anything. Trifling people these days I swear...

[moon_lite]

i know the thing is that we went out on friday night to the beach (which was insane) and i did get lost for like two hours the crowd took me to i dont even know where but i found my way back... what i figure is that nicole was outside looking for me and when i got back i found her and we just left and that girl stayed inside with her friends... so i guess she thought that i never showed back up... but when she was IMing everyone she was pretending to be nicole (im assuming its cuz she knows that everyone knows that me and nicole are always together so i guess she was trying to give what she was saying importance) i honestly dont know WTF was going on thru her head when she did that but w/e i took care of it
and i know i hate that i gave him my life and i never got anything in return not even respect... thats the messed up part... and its true and just like you i dont trust anyone at all when i first meet them

[sexii_in_pink]

who's the damn idiot you gave your password too? because for real; you were nice enough to let her use it and then she goes and does that ugh!!! anyway i'm sorry about eric, i can't believe that after all this time he is still as immature as he was back then. i thought after all this time he would have reflected on how much you gave him and your good heart but it's too much already. i know that this is where your heart is and it will probably be stuck on him for a while but i hope you realize how much better you are and that you are worth a lot more. you owe it to yourself and no one else to be with and give your heart to someone who will cherish you and in due time he'll come along and value your worth. you don't need to go through that phase of you calling and him hanging up on you all over again only to accuse you of what? going to his house? please i can even say that you haven't been to his house since like the week you guys broke up. feel better girl!

[moon_lite]

hey mama! well what can i say your right eric will always have my heart i mean he is my first true love and thats always gonna stay with him... but i am most definitely getting over him i mean theres only so much you can do for a person and he has definitele reached that limit, get me? i know that he's never gonna change and i dont feel like waiting his immaturity out to see if it just might happen... i'd rather just move on and find that beautiful guy that i know is gonna be my husband which btw, i ran into again at the gas station right next to my house, what are the chances of that? lol well miss you and hello we gotta see each other soon love ya

[anonymous]

Is your s/n Gisela5852 ??

Because I see that your never on

[moon_lite]

yea thats my screen name, why? i get on it sometimes but its not my main screen name anymore, hasnt been for almost a year now

[anonymous]

well what is your main one? i had it and i lost it

[moon_lite]

first off i doubt you have it cuz its secret and everyone that has it doesnt ever post anonymous, i dont give it to just anyone (then it would be posted in my info wouldnt it?)an secondly you can just wait until u see me on that s/n...

[xo_bri_ox]

omg!.. i would be really pissed if someone got on my name!... jus don't let it get to you!! =]... whats your sn on AIM!!??.. i could add you!! =]

<3 lotss Bri*

[moon_lite]

yeha i was really pist and i was even more ticked off at the fact that he thought i was pretending to do that... w/e i kinda have dropped it since i ahve decided not to talk to him anymore and just let that part of my life be done with... my screen name is gisela5852

[xx_jmo09_xx]

dont worry be HAPPY :D....

hope you feel better....i know how it is to have someone that has that much power over you....it's not too cool :(

♥

[moon_lite]

thanks! yeah it really sucks but i know i'll move on i mean i have lived with out him before