God won’t talk to me ( Read more... )

After talking to my aunt and my grandma, I really can't wait to go home. They seem so genuinely excited for me to be home... and I am not going to let anything damper that. I really want to put up that Xmas tree and get crunk-tastic with the family ( Read more... )

Ok, I just HAD to download Lindsay's new album... because I'm trying to be responsible and like ... not spend money i don't have... And I like it. I'm trying to find my new 'Over'... but I've yet to discover it, though I have 2 new Lindsay jams ('If it's alright' and 'A beautiful life ( Read more... )

I want to..
1)Go to my grandma's house and help my aunt put up the tree
2)Sleep in my bed
3)Watch some digital cable
4)Be folding a shirt at ONO
5)In my basement of solitude

Your 2005 Song Is
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Got mini intoxicated today. It lasted about... 15 minutes before it started to wear off... If only i had like 2 more shots... dammit.

You know I wish I could say something about my Thanksgiving... other than seeing Ariel after forever, there was really nothing special about it. I spent like... a bit of time with my father, which is quite rare... rare indeed. I don't know, I just realize that there people out there who wish they had a father... and mine lives around the corner and ( Read more... )

I've been working on this 5 page paper since 9 oclock...
I'm on page 3... almost.

Tonight was fun.

Dinner... fun

Whatever I choose.. it will be the wrong choice....

That's what I am feeling right now. Which one is true? Where is my heart?