Brushing off the dust with a doozy.

[moonbabyhowl]

So. My dad's dead now.

Apparently it was a heart attack.

I still don't know how to feel, to be honest. I know the loss of a parent should upset me. And I guess the only thing that does upset me a little bit is that I just don't give much of a shit. He stopped being my father the day he nearly snapped my neck. He stopped being an influence in my

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There is that. I guess one thing though would be that now my half-siblings might have a bit of a hard time. My mom had it tough with us, so Eva (his new wife) might go through something similar now that she's their only parent. I kind of want to be able to support them somehow, but I'm having enough trouble with myself. :/