Vous devriez recevoir plus de sommeil, devrais-je vous aider ? Although I'm not sure how much of a help I can be... as of late I haven't been sleeping well either - more so because I have a million things on my mind and it's hard to not think about everything and nothing all at once ( Read more... )

"Then I turned around and walked to my room and closed my door and put my head under my pillow and let the quiet put things where they are supposed to be."

If you have any sort of bad news, keep it to yourself. I don't want to hear it, I can't take anymore.

Small children really don't need a three hour pool party... at least not while I'm there. Meh. I really miss my car, and not having to do homework. Apparently I make a lot of facial expressions, without knowing it...I have to try to control them sometimes. Pooh. I need a vacation far far far away from here.

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

Today was an odd day. It all started out as being close to impossible to get out of bed, then there was this thing called school... work, blah. Then skeletons poking out of the closet? I'm pretty sure that pool time is coming to an end. That's the feeling I had today.

Diving under water is a little more tiring than I thought it would be. Yeah for scuba...

Things will come together... all will make sense, and maybe happiness will be a feeling of normality. Until then, I suppose I'll sit and wait for something better. I wont argue back - instead I'll bite my tongue, and when all are too drunk to throw the bottles away, or remember to eat the dinner that was ordered or prepared, I'll put that away too ( Read more... )

You know what makes me happy. Left over easter jelly beans. That's it. Jelly Beans are what got me through the day - Yay for processed sugary goodness. Yum.

I've finally been conned into teaching deep water. I'm entirely sure how I feel about this. Pooh. It's been a long week, and it's only Tuesday.