'when a firecracker burns the sky I think of you and if there are any firecrackers around for you to see. but I get sad because firecrackers are just little explosions. nothing worthy of your big eyes. when something explodes for you, it should be large enough to tear the stars down. they arent good enough for you. nor do they shine nearly as ( Read more... )

I just met four incredibly lively doods from goshen.
who knew family dining could be so fun?
somehow....I miss the atmosphere of last night. yesterday. the entire 24 hours. experience of better times. relaxation, if you will.

(this summer is going to be insane)

xo.

proceeding to sneak into st. mary's '21 and over night'. macarena from outside the fence. talking to drunks on their porches on every corner of the negihborhood.
"hahahhahahaha cows don't drink MILK!" and "cuddlefest 2002."

the sleepover at will's house with ryan made me wonder why I was ever sad(?) in the first place.

xo.
ani

sometimes. I live for this.

june 15th, 2002. shower. clean clothes. freshly painted face.

work consisted of 30 little league ball players breaking boundaries. twisted emotions (like the ice cream?). breaks to recollect myself.

maybe *this* is exactly what I've been waiting for...

today, the 14th of june, 2002 - is officially "I hate ani day".

xo.

sometimes. it's good to live in fiction ( Read more... )

today feels wrong.
destruction of events. I need a nice hot shower. mmmm.

3 am. I like you better when it's late, baby. uncomfortable darkness, passing the time. I wish I could figure something out with this.

mixedemotions? yes please ( Read more... )

it is now a fact that I am indeed going to the Savannah College of Art and Design in September of 2002.
anticipation? yeahyeah.

(!!!!!)

oh, the excitement.