but not really ( Read more... )

But I'm alive ( Read more... )

does my desire for anonymity stem from animosity?

towards who i really am, because i'm basically hiding that from others around me.

is there hope for the hopeless?
love for the loveless?

addled brain begot from no food in tummy equals random and trite post.

oh, for the love of heaven.

Saturday's birthday dinner went off nicely, despite last minute glitches (pouring rain, leaving my cell phone at home, running into traffic, dropping a present into a puddle, cancellations without me knowing). Food was interesting, worth a second try, which Craig and I will probably make another go at sometime ( Read more... )

It's hard for me to get into LJ because I have a Xanga, and because, well, I never get any comments or feedback on LJ so I feel unloved, unwanted, unappreciated. *shrug* I'm not complaining or trying to get comments, just explaining why I don't post here often ( Read more... )

God, help me through this day if it's not back up soon.

I know they're in NYC, so it makes sense that they're down during normal business hours EST, but like, the majority- wide majority- of their users are also in NYC (I think), so like, can't they do this stuff at night? *whiiiiiiiiiiiine* Ok, I'm done.

Off to shoot someone.

Half of me wants to post things publicly here that I can't/don't/won't on Xanga... but my username here is so closely tied to my username on Xanga, it's almost pointless ( Read more... )