So. Supernatural, you know?
I got to watch real time for the first time since Heaven and Hell last night and I had honest to goodness forgotten how fucking magical it was to be able to do that, I think. It had been far, far too long since I'd flailed around like a crazy person. It felt right. :D
So yeah, YAY SHOW!!! To say the least.
Dean knows ANGEL MAGIC NOW, THANKS BYE. I don't know why that makes me so excited, only that it does and just. Yeah. I like. I'm interested to see if that goes any further. If Castiel has anything else to teach him. Without that sounding dirty. For once I don't want it to sound dirty! Cos no. Just no.
Dean kinda. I was so hardcore with him all last season cos he was trying so hard to figure things out and save Sammy and I was right there with him the entire time and then this episode he just felt so ... distant. So far away from what I'm used to that it made me kinda sad, like I missed him. Like I could feel Sam missing him. Which is super cheesy but when you take a look at Sam's face throughout the entire episode, I mean. He is just so lost and needs his brother and he can feel Dean pulling away from him and it is nothing short of heartbreaking.
Sam Face. So much Sam Face. I feel like it's been forever since we've gotten to see Sam's face that open. Where we could see all of the emotions run across it and he wasn't hiding it from Dean or Bobby or anyone, he was just feeling, and it was so nice but so sorrowful. Sigh.
Jared though. Fucking hell, with the pretty. I mean, I always expect it with Jensen, and the cute from Jared, but then the pretty just comes out of nowhere and slaps you in the face extra hard cos it's been ALL SUMMER. I feel like we should be issued special glasses to safely view all the combined pretty our show has to offer, honestly.
So. Now we're even more canon than we were before. I. I don't even know. It doesn't bother me that we're in it, it's just. So surreal that I kind of don't even know what to do with it. It's like it's all just some kind of fever dream. The funniest thing is that when Becky was sitting there typing and reading her story aloud as she does it took me a minute to realize there was something wrong. That maybe Sam shouldn't be caressing Dean's clavicle (heh, clavicle) and telling him that if loving him is wrong, he don't wanna be right. That shit's my day to day! And then all of a sudden I was like, wait a fucking minute, I'm watching the actual show, aren't I? Oh fuck. *rewind rewind rewind die*
CHUCK!!! My love for Chuck knows no bounds. The end.
I'm not one of those people who like, try and guess what's going on as things are unfolding. Maybe my brain is just lazy, but I like to just sit back and watch it all unfold. So the whole Bobby being possessed thing caught me by surprise and was like, the biggest fucking relief in the world because I was a mess of tears and Bobby!hate when he told Sam to lose his number. I was worried they were just going to leave it at an assumption that it hadn't really been Bobby talking when he said that, so I was super glad that he made a point of telling Sam how he really felt. Sammy needed that. Sigh. Also, BOBBY! \o/ ILU! Him yelling at the doctor was priceless love.
Is that girl playing Meg gonna be back? Her voice was kinda sexy, man. I dunno how I feel about Meg being back in the picture though. I guess we'll see how that plays out. Makes me miss Nicki though. :(
I really thought the circling of Lucifer's vessel was like, beautifully done. They didn't go all crazy and dark and sinister, but they didn't play it light and funny either. I felt like there was this really happy medium that made it all the more ... real, I guess. It was creepy and so believable that this poor guy would just, slip over to the dark side so willingly. I thought it was awesome. And I'm excited about seeing his Lucifer, I think it could be good. Well done, show. Also, 'Do me a favor there, Satan?' I died. So funny.
So obviously I knew Castiel wasn't really dead once I saw Misha's name in the lead credits (not the guest starring, oh shit!) but it was so badass when he just appears and takes those mother fuckers DOWN. Gah. The moment he tells Zachariah to put those boys back together I was like OKAY, CAS, LET'S DO THIS THING. I AM ON BOARD. Even though 'Cas' as his nickname really kind of annoys me. But anyway, hell yeah! I'm excited to see a little kicking ass and taking names from him this season. Should be good times. And seeing Zachariah looking scared was just, so so satisfying.
'What I do have is a GED and a give 'em hell attitude, and I'll figure it out.' OH DEAN. There you are! I missed you!
And then the boys walk out to the car and everything goes to hell. I just. That broke me. I need them to put me (and themselves) back together. I really think they're going to but the meanwhile is going to be painful and I can't take it, not where they're concerned. SOB.
At least I have next week to look forward to. I love knowing we still have the whole season out in front of us for things to unfold *glee* And next week? ELLEN. ELLEN ELLEN ELLEN ELLEN ELLEN. And Jo. And Rufus. BUT MOSTLY ELLEN. *FLAILY* I can't freaking wait.
Wow. I really let that get away from me. But it has been too damn long since I have gotten to do one of these things. Go big or go home, right? Right. :D
Welcome back, show. I missed you so much.
This song feels so appropriate: ♥
Boys Boys Boys // Lady Gaga ♥