it is four A M exactly I have been lying in bed for four hours fingers running over skin that aches for the feel of you I find myself eating chocolate and writing instead of sleeping wishing for the scent taste touch sound of you 4 more days? I may be exhausted with the waiting...
so you called me with a worried note in your voice with a hurried rush quick way of talking and were gone just as fast so I waited online till it timed me out and I waited by my phone but I'm sure you're asleep I am just a little worried and hate that you're probably crying right now if you are awake
there are times I just can't believe the ocean that has flooded my heart with you I feel exposed and vulnerable with my heart laid open and all this salty water rushing through