HEHE I AM A SLAVE!!!

well between last night and today I feel a little better. I talked to two of my friends and they helped cheer me up. They just kinda talked me through my anxiety. So I feel a little better. still angry with a couple of my friends but the two I talked to mean the most to me so I guess everyone has to be happy for something right?

I feel like I am failing my Master. I know that that is insane for he would tell me if I was but in my heart I feel as though I am. I have not been able to do chore in a week so there is stuff on the floor, even his kitchen is cleaner then my livingroom and it is always the other way around!! and to top it off I have not been able to please him in ( Read more... )

I guess I am a very strange person or something. most woman around now, when they are close to labour, seem so happy and energetic. but me I feel so alone and unhappy. I dont understand it. Masters company even feels distant. I know it is just me but its how I feel ( Read more... )

You Are A Cedar Tree


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it looks as though my journal entry about my friends pissed some of you off. I understand that yes perhaps it did but your anger is probably the amount of hurt I feel. I read your other journals on how much fun you have and I think why could you not stop for ten seconds to send me a hi. or I read the 360 pages and I see that you all have been up to ( Read more... )

well we finally get our phones back today. Master got paid. byt man I feel like shit. I keep having these pains but they are so inconsistant that there is nothing to them. there is no pattern or anything. I have been checked and nothing has changed. the baby is ok and doing well so I dont know what to do. I just feel like crying. I am sooo alone ( Read more... )