checkmate
yunho/jaejoong
drabble; 170 words
angst
pg
& this is part of the parachutinganchors!universe, side fic: parachuting anchors
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“I don’t love you anymore.”
“B-but, I-I do.”
memories flashed before your eyes, callous words resounding through your ears. whispered promises, fallen tears, unsaid goodbyes. your relationship with him was like chess, pieces tumbling one after another, checkmate, and you’ve lost in this match you never played a part in. he was the one controlling you, your every move, he was the player, and you were one of his chess pieces, so easily swayed. it ended so quickly, so abruptly that you felt that you couldn’t breathe, the dearth of oxygen suffocating you. his explicit lack of interest stabbed you right in the chest, your heart bleeding with every slash he gave, new wounds appearing a moment after another. you weren’t a mere chess piece anymore, you were a casualty in this war, a battle you knew you’d be defeated in.
you weren’t worth any love, just like he said, and your lips curled its edges in blithe bitterness.
“I am not worthy of your love… but I love you.”
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I've been posting so much lately, and I feel really guilty to all those people who've requested something from me. D': these pieces just pop up in my mind and I... I just don't know what to say. I hope you guys like this, I've been really stressed up lately, so messed up that I don't know what I'm doing. ;; thank you for reading, comments would seriously be appreciated.
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