Oh, bb. Idk what to say anymore, about any of this. It sounds selfish, but it almost makes me want to take a break from fandom. It hurts to much to know that they finally managed to achieve their dreams, to truly become the rising gods of the East, but to have to pay this price for their success, it's just too much. As selfish as this sounds, I'd rather they didn't, because then these boys with hearts of gold wouldn't have to cling onto fragments of hope and happiness, withhold their tears for our sake. I just want them to be happy. And nothing more, and right now, I don't see even that happening.
But I believe. I believe in optimistic hopes and dreams that may or may not come true, and cling onto it with a fool's determination. But if it could bring back their happiness, if it could bring genuine smiles back to their faces, if we could see five as one again, then I don't really mind. I don't really mind being that fool. ♥
omg baby, your love for them is really admirable, really. ♥ and i respect you so much that you can keep on believing through all these new obstacles that keep popping up. i know it's probably getting hard but keep on struggling because in the end, you'll know how much it'll be worth it. when they'll come back as our boys, all 5 of them.
believe in all those promises they made for us because know that their fans always comes first and if we're holding onto them, undoubtedly they'll return. they've always been the ones to break away and pave paths to new endings, that's how they became legendary and i believe that this is just another one of those journeys.
hi fellow cassie :) i read ur fic "colors" and was abt to check the others out when i saw this rant and i had to comment.
i feel exactly how u do. and i was listenting to jyj songs and it kills me cause i keep thinking "wat if it were all 5 voices? it wldve sounded .... perfect. as they always do as 5" and same for homin songs :(
but dont give up allright? always keep the faith. chunface and jaejae tattooed it on themselves across their hearts. we gotta give them the same amt of love and faith back. and dont forget - these boys have been closer than family for the alst 9 years - they've gone thru everything together - their bond will always be there. (this is wat i always tel myself whenever i get sad abt wats happening)
so chin up moonkissedx :) aktf and lots of dbsk ot5 fluff fics :p (they always make u feel better :D )
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But I believe. I believe in optimistic hopes and dreams that may or may not come true, and cling onto it with a fool's determination. But if it could bring back their happiness, if it could bring genuine smiles back to their faces, if we could see five as one again, then I don't really mind. I don't really mind being that fool. ♥
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believe in all those promises they made for us because know that their fans always comes first and if we're holding onto them, undoubtedly they'll return. they've always been the ones to break away and pave paths to new endings, that's how they became legendary and i believe that this is just another one of those journeys.
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i read ur fic "colors" and was abt to check the others out when i saw this rant and i had to comment.
i feel exactly how u do. and i was listenting to jyj songs and it kills me cause i keep thinking "wat if it were all 5 voices? it wldve sounded .... perfect. as they always do as 5" and same for homin songs :(
but dont give up allright? always keep the faith. chunface and jaejae tattooed it on themselves across their hearts. we gotta give them the same amt of love and faith back. and dont forget - these boys have been closer than family for the alst 9 years - they've gone thru everything together - their bond will always be there. (this is wat i always tel myself whenever i get sad abt wats happening)
so chin up moonkissedx :) aktf and lots of dbsk ot5 fluff fics :p (they always make u feel better :D )
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