The Starfall Distraction

[moonlessnights]

I have noticed, for at least a few months, that I have developed a strange mental reflex when in situations which should otherwise arouse feelings of wanting to connect with people and get to know them. When I find the people in my midst starting to populate my mental image of my surroundings, it seems as though a star falls from the sky, explodes

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[breakherbelljar]

Ah, that whole alone while in a crowd thing. I get like that too sometimes. Sometimes it's just because of too much distraction. As long as it's not a fear or anxiety thing, it can be healthy. Would it help if I gave you my permission?
When you say you don't act human, I don't know what you mean because you act human with/to me (don't worry I know this is a big thing, we can talk about it in person, though only if you want to)

By the way, I walked by The Cage, a couple of weeks ago on my way to see you, I love how it's like a cave just randomly stuck somewhere surrounded by strings of lights. :D Like, I wouldn't even think to go in there if I didn't know what it was. Maybe it's a claustrophobia thing?