Star Wars
Always
YJK AU; drama, fantasy, romance, some action. COMPLETE.
(Main) Characters: Jaina Solo, Zekk (Onyx), Kyp Durron, Sanar Klis, Miko Reglia, Krista Harif, Lerasina Verili, Nichyn Whilem; ensemble, OC’s.
Pairings: First (1): too many. Second (2): spoilers. Starts with Jaina/Zekk, continues from there. You’ll find way more details (and detailed fic summaries) in the individual story intro pages.
Note: This AU takes place five years after (YJK) “Jedi Under Siege” never happened. At the trilogy’s opening, the Second Imperium has won the war and control of most of the former New Republic. In five years of continued struggle, there have been a number of character deaths, which continue through the trilogy. That said, I’m all about building story mythology; things aren’t as simple as they might seem.
Trilogy Summary: When captured by her enemies, Jaina Solo sets out to save the man she loves from himself, but puts into motion a great deal more than just Zekk's redemption.
Always I: Return of the Jedi (aka. Dejarik)
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PG-13. ~65,200 words. Jaina/Zekk; Jaina Solo, Zekk (Onyx), Kyp Durron, Sanar Klis, Brakiss.
Awards/Nominations: WFFA ’02 Readers’ Choice AU; nominated for Best Novel, Best Original Character in a Leading Role (Sanar Klis), and Best Overall Story of the Winter.
Summary: After her own fall and return from the Dark side, and her brothers’ deaths, Jaina Solo finds herself captive to the Empire and her childhood best friend: Lord Onyx of the Sith, formerly Zekk.
Always II: Caught in the Rain
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PG. ~90,700 words.
Always III: In the Morning
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PG-13. ~196,300 words.
Always Extras
All are rated PG at most.
Chill
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812 words. AU of RotJ/Dejarik; Always not required reading. Jaina/Onyx.
She’s tired of caring.
Need
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671 words. Sequel to Chill. Jaina/Onyx.
Does she love him? Can she love?
Always: DearestCut scene from chapter 29 of “In the Morning.” Dejah and Teigra, as they are now. 1,156 words.
“Where else shall we be but together, at the end of Pucijir’s days?”
those people who smile a lot (watch the eyes)Krista pre-CitR short story. Includes the Harif brothers, a lot of boyfriends, Jaina Solo, and Miko Reglia. Some small (character) spoilers for CitR and maybe RotJ.
“Just remember that I loved you / Just remember you were warned.”
you haven’t met me (i am the only son)1,775 words. An AU (street kid) version of Miko in Always. Includes Kyp Durron and Shanya Rym.
He watches them, and the people avoid others’ eyes while they wish violence, while they cheat and lie and seethe and betray, and they’re just people. Maybe it’s too much for a child to hear, but Miko’s parents are too long gone to cover his ears, and now it’s in his head.
I know what I've done, cause I know what I've seenMix for "you haven't met me."
VillainThe Kyp/Sanar OST. Spoilers for the entire trilogy, but especially “In the Morning.”
here by my side (the devil)The Isra OST. Obviously, spoilers for “In the Morning.”
Phoenix
NJO AU that was supposed to be a trilogy (with a sequel trilogy pretty well planned, to boot). Instead, the first fic is complete (and mostly standalone), and the series is on permanent hiatus. Unless I go crazy.
Die Another Day
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PG. ~50,300 words. NJO AU; drama, angst. Jaina Solo, OC’s, Wedge Antilles.
The Vong war is almost over, but the invaders manage one last blow, leaving only one Jedi left in the galaxy. Now Jaina will come face to face with her destiny - if she can survive it.
‘Fast As I Can’ Series
YJK AU; drama, friendship, romance, general; doesn’t really have a series title, hence the recycling of the first story.
Characters: Jaina Solo, Zekk, Peckhum, Kyp Durron, OC’s.
Pairings: Jaina/Zekk. Some Jaina/Jag, Jaina/OC, tabloid!soulmates!Jaina/Kyp; mentions Jacen/Tenel Ka, Kyp/Sanar.
Note: This is definitively AU. Zekk and Jaina have never met before this fic; consequently, Zekk knows next to nothing about the Jedi, and certainly doesn’t have any training as one. Nothing canon post-YJK has occurred: the Vong, Anakin’s death, Vergere, etc. The Jedi are still trying to save the galaxy, the NR is still…the NR, and the Solo kids are all alive, thank you very much. This is a series of stories about human characters, failings, relationships, and growth. And maybe it’s just a bit of a love story.
Fast As I Can
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PG. ~29,700 words.
‘I'm goin fast as I can, please don't make me rush / this feeling's coming on way too fast / I'll tell you all of the things that you'll never forget / But I'm not ready say, "I love you" yet.’
Not Ready To Say (I Love You) &
Maybe This Is A Love StoryFast As I Can OST & bonus tracks. They both contain spoilers for FAIC & a few hints about IYC. Include story commentary (the OST more than the bonus tracks).
If You Call
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PG. ~33,400 words. Sequel to Fast As I Can. Jaina/Zekk; Kyp Durron, OC’s.
“And if you call, I will answer / And if you fall, I’ll pick you up / And if you court this disaster, I’ll point you home.”
The Reason Why
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PG-13. ~16,600 words. Prequel to Fast As I Can and If You Call, but written after them, so here be spoilers. Jaina/OC, the Solo family, Kyp Durron.
“You can tell the world what you want them to hear / I've got nothing left to lose, my dear / So, I'm up for the little white lies / But you and I know the reason why / I'm gone, and you're still there.”
Rebuilding
NJO AU. G. Drama, friendship, humour, a dash of romance. Jaina and Zekk, some Jaina/Zekk.
By My Side
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Friendship. 2,103 words.
Two old friends meet after a long separation before a dangerous mission. Will they be given another chance?
Friendly Observations
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Friendship, humour, some romance. 1,814 words.
Jaina's getting ready for a friend's wedding and Zekk is trying to keep his sanity.
Run
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Friendship, some romance. 2,450 words.
Jaina and Zekk begin to get to the root of their relationship, which results in a public argument and a discussion about Luke Skywalker’s matchmaking habits.
Three Weeks
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Posting this only for posterity's sake... Humour of the silliest kind-I can’t even believe I wrote this. Set in the Rebuilding world, but not exactly part of the series. 1,197 words.
Jaina and Zekk meet their most fearsome opponent ever - a computer model that they are completely unfamiliar with.
Dark Stories/Dark Romances
Usually a combination of romance and angst, sometimes guest starring the Dark Side.
Helpless
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PG. NJO AU; Jaina/canon!male character. 2,812 words.
A Jedi Knight is torn between his duty to the peace of the galaxy - and the woman he loves.
Holding My Last Breath
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PG. NJO AU; Jaina/Zekk angst. 1,236 words.
Not long after their marriage, Jaina and Zekk find themselves separated by one thing they can never overcome.
Sides Of A Coin
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PG-13. AU; Jaina/Zekk, Jaina/Kyp. 3,373 words.
A Lady of the Sith recounts how she fell to the Dark side, who she loved, and how, in the end, the two are the same thing
I’ll Come For Thee By MoonlightPG-13. So very, very AU; Kyp/Sanar. 1,930 words.
Though she has been plagued by nightmares that she cannot recall, Sanar thinks nothing of it when Kyp sets out to destroy Pucijir’s Order.
Cry
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PG-13. OT AU; Kyp/Jaina, Sanar, the Emperor, OC’s. ~8,300 words.
In a galaxy where the attack on the second Death Star never took place and Luke and Anakin Skywalker were killed by the Emperor, Jaina Solo and Kyp Durron meet. As their relationship progresses from friendship to much more, however, Kyp begins to slip away from Jaina and into the grasp of the Emperor. Desperate to save her husband, Jaina follows him - but at what price?
AddictedPG. AU; Kyp/Jaina. 1,668 words. Um, sort of weird, and I think there was a fairly large disconnect between what I wrote and what people read. Every writer has one of those, right?
His worst fears are realized-or are they?
WordsG. AU inspired by Always. Jaina/Onyx. 416 words.
It came to a time when she made a decision: She stopped running.
Miscellaneous Stories
From Dream to Dream
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PG. NJO AU; series of connected vignettes. Jaina/Davin, Jaina/Jag. Drama, angst, romance, some humour. 17,442 words. INCOMPLETE.
In a galaxy where Jaina Solo and the late Davin Fel were close friends, and nearly something more before Davin’s death, Jagged Fel and Jaina Solo meet.
Right Here All Along
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G. AU, romance. Jaina/Zekk. 1,348 words.
A dangerous incident involving an old friend brings Jaina hurtling back to reality.
Walking BehindG. Obligatory poetry collection. Zekk, Jaina/Zekk. Really only linked here for posterity’s sake.
Out of BoundsPG. AU. Kyp/Sanar. 2,181 words.
“I wanna lay down and let it be now / And let it begin.”
Childhood MonsterPG. AU, drama. Sanar, Kyp. 1,901 words.
On a training exercise, Sanar is forced to realize a few things about the man she has hated for most of her life, and what their relationship could be.
VulnerabilityPG. AU. Kyp/Sanar. 2,431 words.
During the days, she nurses her bitterness, and he tries to ignore what he cannot have. But the night can reveal surprising revelations…and hopes for the future.
Ghosts of the Future: The Unofficial Continuation of the YJK SeriesCollaboration with Eleven_Jedi_Maiden, Jaina_Fel_06, LadyMairead, NaboosPrincess, Rogue_of-Peace, and The_Standmaiden.
On permanent hiatus. AU. The YJK cast; Jaina/Zekk, Jacen/Tenel Ka, Lusa/Raynar, etc.
Maybe It Was The Lighting
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G. AU. Jaina/Jag’s daughter & Zekk/OC’s son. 1,164 words.
Saria Fel has a crush on her friend, Trin Ennta Zekk's son, but her stunning personality just can't compare with a centipede, so she brings up their parents' past romance in an attempt to jumpstart her own romance.
Pixie Dust
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G. AU. Sequel to Maybe It Was The Lighting. Jaina & Saria. 1,955 words.
As a friend’s condition grows steadily worse, Jaina becomes disillusioned, despite others’ forced optimism. Although her husband and friends try to help her, it is only during a late night with her sick daughter that Jaina finds her faith once again.
Selfish (Just One Day)
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PG. AU. Jacen/Tenel Ka. 2,275 words. With
gorgeous cover art by boushh.
“Maybe,” she finally began, “the humour lies more in that the princess thought she might live a normal life.”
Picture
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PG. AU. Jaina/Zekk; some Jaina/Jag, Zekk/OC. 2,315 words.
Jaina and Zekk are just starting to get it, but that's the easy part. Now they have to admit it, deal with their respective significant others, and get the kinks worked out of their timing.
The Tally
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G. Post-NJO. Zekk, Jaina.
Zekk faces some unpleasant truths.
Once Upon A Time
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G-PG. Padme. 957 words.
This wasn’t the ending she had dreamed of.
For the Glory of the Empire
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G. OT; anonymous stormtrooper. 372 words.
The day before his promotion to commander, an anonymous stormtrooper thinks about how he copes.
Veronica Mars
The Fabulous Life Of
AU, angst, drama, suspense. Lilly Kane, Veronica Mars, Logan Echolls, Aaron Echolls, Lilly/Aaron, Lilly/Logan, Lilly/Weevil, Logan/Veronica(?).
This series is incomplete, but it’s not a…complete cliffhanger? Sort of?
*all three are rated R for language, thematic elements, and (non-explicit) sexual content
The Fabulous Life Of (Lilly Kane)
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2,887 words. Veronica dies instead of Lilly.
The Mansion You Remember
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2,049 words. Sequel to The Fabulous Life Of. The fall-out.
The Truth Shall So Totally Not Set You Free
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3,213 words. Sequel to The Mansion You Remember. The investigation.
Doctor Who
Constant Satellite
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PG. AU; written during s4, based on spec, and proven wrong. Rose Tyler after Doomsday. Rose, Mickey Smith, Pete Tyler, Adam Mitchell, etc; Rose/The Doctor, some Rose/OC. 3,625 words.
The Doctor-her first Doctor, right before he burst in flames-told her to have a fantastic life. On the beach, her Doctor said, “Rose Tyler: defender of the Earth.” Her mom turns it into a plaque, Mickey tries to make it a joke, and others want it to be a publicity stunt, but Rose pays attention to the difference.
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