I've finally come to it yet again: I must always be true to myself and just sort of mentally silence myscritics, unless I happen to agree with them. I mean yes, I screw up, and when I do, feel free to point it out, and I'll listen, and I'll work it out. But otherwise: your suspicions of me and your feelings that I'm jealous or paranoid are ( Read more... )

Daniel and I finally declared a truce on the fighting for the simple reason that we're both exhausted, and we hate being mad at each other. This is a good thing, although I know that none of the issues have been resolved and unless a compromise comes about organically, this is just a calm between storms. But Hell I'll take it for now. I need the ( Read more... )

This is just an update to explain about my last rant and where my head is. I don't think it's my being a witch that bothers Daniel so much as the fact that I may one day be his wife.....we just keep fighting.....Anyways, this is a from an email to a dear friend of mine, but I really think it sums up my feelings well ( Read more... )

To be fair, I'll finish the story.....Daniel really IS a great guy. I mean, we have our struggles, but he really does love me and is willing to lear and grow.....and even admit when he's wrong. This was big cuz we are both stubborn people, and it is hard for us to just say, "hay...this time...it's all on me." I don't recall him ever doing it ( Read more... )

If You Don't LIKE Witches ( Read more... )

I'm sooo excited for Daniel! He landed a job interview for a salaried position. The place sounds really nice, and they're offering 30 to 35 thousand and benfits for a desk job....that sure beats $15 an hour at a temp agency driving in circles! The down side is that he'd haveta work every other Saturday, but the up side is that his feet won't ( Read more... )

I've come to a conclusion about myself: I like to be productive when I'm at work and lazy when I'm not. I always thought that I was sluggish, but that's oversimplified. This week, I've had almost NOTHING to do at work even though I'm usually busy. Today, I'm alone in the office, and I literally came in and surfed the web. I just feel so GUILTY ( Read more... )

YEA!!! My first grant that I was really responsible for researching writing, and submitting came through! It's an amazing feeling. I often feel as though I am in over my head here at the Development Office because I came in with very little knowledge of grantwriting or even any type of administrative skill. But I actually accomplished something ( Read more... )

And here I thought they didn't really WANT my kind.... ;)

After you die...
Heaven

After death, you will exist in heaven. Everything and everyone you love will constantly surround you for all of eternity. You lucky scoundrel.


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Well, I have an hour to kill so I might as well ponder some things and make some notes for myself. I've gotten so DULL. I go to work, go home, spend time with Daniel and IM friends, and then sleep. The thing is though it makes a boring journal, it's kinda nice not to have the drama. At this point I'd say my main complaint besides the tiredness ( Read more... )