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hah just kidding. Sara said that today and I laughed.
Last night was the vag party and I full enjoyed it. Glyn, Etta, Eliza, Shell, and I went to see Godspell. Katie Ross is the fucking cutest person ever. The guy that played the lead role reminded me of Kyle Stimpson. He came into the diner this morning and I told him that. He was like oh jesus. Speaking of this morning I made $120. Sara and I ran our fucking asses off for like 2 hours. It was ridiculous, but so grand.
Chelly told me Darin asked about me. How convient on prom night he decides to bring every that up. She told him that I don't like how he just stopped talking to me out of nowhere. I understand it, but I think it's a little lame. To be honest I was surprised that he even said anything. I thought he just tried to push that out of his mind and completely forget I even exist or that there was an actual relationship with there. Speaking of that I saw a picture of Megan, his prom date, and I swear to god if you look quickly you would think it's me. It's not that we look alike, but we do. She has the blonde hair and big smile and all that jazz. I hope he had a good time with her. I'm thinking about writing him a letter and mailing it, but I don't have the balls for that yet.
I'm kinda just letting the Darin thing go. When he's ready to be friends ,I'm here. I don't think he knows this though hah...I'm 17 years old and I have a lot going for me. I'm not perfect and I defanitly have my faults, but who doesn't? It's human nature. I'm okay with not being perfect. I have my moments, but who doesn't. This is me and that's all that I can say. This Charlene raw and uncut...hah that sounds funny.
I'm off to go relax and watch some tv and probably fall asleep.
To all my friends who have helped me out along the way: I love you more than I express, but I just wanted you to know.
Darin if you read this, can you be the one with bigger balls (bigger than my orange ones) and talk to me please? I miss having you in a life whatever that may entail.
P.S. This has nothing to do with Darin, but I just like to note that I think it's wicked funny how no male will talk to me when I have a boyfriend, but once we break up it's like bam!
I just thought that was random and worth sharing.
xoxo
Charlie