There's this incredibly cute boy whom I am totally falling for. He's funny and incredibly dorky, but sexy at the same time. I never thought a "nice" boy could like me. I didn't figure I could attract those types. Although I'm not going to lie, and say I don't deserve a nice boy because everyones deserves someone who is nice to them. He's going back to school a week from today....techincally yesterday, and it makes me sad. I know I'm going to miss him. I wish it was the beginning of summer so we could have all that time to spend together. If it's meant to be, it will happen. I know someone that has been through incredibly rough times and she gave me words of wisdom today. "Charlene, anything that's worth having takes hard work, but it makes it that much better." I just need to stop trying to overthink things and prepare myself for everything that's happening because I can't. I'm not going to play the what if game. As 'they' say, let the pieces fall where they may. I'm taking great comfort in that somehow
So the update on my love life is done with and Rocky Horror was a 'gas' tonight. There will be pictures later on.
Summer is coming to a close, but it's senior year and I think I'm in for a big reality check.
It's time for bed seeing as I have to be up in about 3 1/2 hours.
With love,
Charlie
xoxo
p.s. Etta is one of my favorite people ever :)
second p.s. I miss Chelsea sleeping in my bed every night. We are acting far too grown up for our own good