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I don't really know where to begin. Drama ended and that was bittersweet. It's good to have some free time on my hands and it feels fanastic to know we did such an awesome job. I'm going to miss everyone and I know the bonds that we made might break, and that makes me sad.
Eric was there on Friday night. He was talking to some people right by Glynnie and I decided to just run past. I gave her a big hug, he looked at me, and carried his conversation else where. I was almost hoping he'd say something to me so I would have a reason to talk to him because I'm too stubborn to start something. I really feel like I need closure with that whole thing. I kept meaning to call him back after he called me at semi, but he wrote that whole entry and really hurt my feelings. I wasn't lying, I really had a semi and was tired and stuff... I kept putting it off because it was really awkward and something I'd rather talk about in person. I just kinda left things hanging because I was hurt and what not, but still....that's no excuse. I really should have said something, but once again I let the stubborness kick in. I'm just feeling really weird about it, and maybe one day I'll get the balls to say something. Until then it's always something that's in the back of my mind.
Dance went really well tonight. WE GOT THE EPHING AUDITORUM BACK!!!. I was wicked excited. My recital date has been moved to May 21. It is a saturday and it's not in a gym. I think I almost shit my pants when Kelly told me this. I wanted to tell Chelly, but no she has to suck and be at lax.
I reallyyyy like this boy Darin, and I wish I could see him more often, but I guess I should be happy with what I have.
I guess I'll go start my homework now.
I really need to post some pictures in here.
I don't really know where to begin. Drama ended and that was bittersweet. It's good to have some free time on my hands and it feels fanastic to know we did such an awesome job. I'm going to miss everyone and I know the bonds that we made might break, and that makes me sad.
Eric was there on Friday night. He was talking to some people right by Glynnie and I decided to just run past. I gave her a big hug, he looked at me, and carried his conversation else where. I was almost hoping he'd say something to me so I would have a reason to talk to him because I'm too stubborn to start something. I really feel like I need closure with that whole thing. I kept meaning to call him back after he called me at semi, but he wrote that whole entry and really hurt my feelings. I wasn't lying, I really had a semi and was tired and stuff... I kept putting it off because it was really awkward and something I'd rather talk about in person. I just kinda left things hanging because I was hurt and what not, but still....that's no excuse. I really should have said something, but once again I let the stubborness kick in. I'm just feeling really weird about it, and maybe one day I'll get the balls to say something. Until then it's always something that's in the back of my mind.
Dance went really well tonight. WE GOT THE EPHING AUDITORUM BACK!!!. I was wicked excited. My recital date has been moved to May 21. It is a saturday and it's not in a gym. I think I almost shit my pants when Kelly told me this. I wanted to tell Chelly, but no she has to suck and be at lax.
I reallyyyy like this boy Darin, and I wish I could see him more often, but I guess I should be happy with what I have.
I guess I'll go start my homework now.
I really need to post some pictures in here.