I really want to be in the REMS program; it's getting irritating to receive letters from the school because every time I get one, I hold the envelope in my hand praying that if it is the REMS letter, that it's positive.
Then I tear open the letter and it turns out to NOT be it.
Sigh.
I don't want to hear the news for fear that it is bad, but at this point my nerves are killing me. I need that rejection or acceptance letter now, before I see another Rochester envelope and get a heart talk from the anxiety.
They've accepted me into the school already, which is really, really nice. And told me my financial package, which is also really nice. But I'm waiting for this one program, and it's killing me not to know. When I came back from the interview and they told me in two weeks, two weeks, seemed like a really short time.
It's not.
I'm dying here.
Sorry, just wanted to let that out.
Off topic, how do you f-lock certain posts? I've always been curious, but never understood how to do so.