truth.

[moonmandala]

everyone thinks i am so strong. so 'together'. so able to handle any little thing that comes my way. i'm not sure how long this will last. i am awake and feel so close to breaking again.
i just want to say what i feel. what i want. but it's time for silence right now. and the wave is crashing.

Comments

[jasonwentcrazy]

It's the case of drinking yourself sober. Like getting so fucking sloshed on booze that you somehow lap yourself and, what the fuck, you're not drunk at all but are amazingly sober and clear-headed. I don't understand this phenomenon but I think it applies elsewhere. Like being so fucking calm and together and collected on the outside while inside you were just snapping completely in fucking half.

I dunno.

[moonmandala]

hey i'll have to try this! wahahhaa.

xo.