Don't tell me you care, because I know you don't. I know you don't and it's okay because it all keeps going. The bees will die off and so will I but you, you will keep on going because on a scale from red to blue, you are so pale. You are clear as fog and thick as dust and I am not. Rouge à bleu, je suis violet. I am nothing out of the ordinary. I ( Read more... )

so, so drunk.

I am so tired of being lonely. I deserve someone good, I think. It's time, I think. It's time for me to be in love again.

[about Midori's family life]
"Do you think you weren't loved enough?"
She tilted her head and looked at me. Then she gave a sharp, little nod.
"Somewhere between 'not enough' and 'not at all.' I was always hungry for love. Just ( Read more... )

I am constantly in awe of my surroundings. Everything is so perfect right now, very few things hurt. I love and I laugh more than anyone I know outisde of my group of friends. My friends. I don't even know how to describe them.  I love them more than anything in the world. I love Kate and Mitchell and Aaron and Kelsey and I never want to lose them ( Read more... )

There's a tornado in my town right now. I don't even know where to start being scared.

This is for you. This is to brighten your day, to unfurl your sad eyes.
A collection of my favorite youtube videos.
Enjoy, darling.

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I stumbled across this gem during my latest Carly Simon kick. Nobody does it better than Radiohead, except Carly, of course.

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This makes me cry every time. I was genuinely upset by his death.

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I'm sitting on my beautiful couch drinking coffee I brewed in my very own coffee maker and I'm watching Roman Holiday on my very own tv.
I have no plans today, everything is lazy and beautiful and there is so much rain outside my house. My very own house.


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I am writing to you from my pink & yellow bed in my perfect new house and the sound of singing birds and the smell of crabapple flowers are floating through my open window ( Read more... )

I move out on Wednesday and I don't even know how to start packing. I know I need to empty out my desk and bookshelf and dresser and night table. I know I need to pack my books and my cameras and my clothes and this laptop but I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )