not a word out of my mouth means anything to anyone in this house. no one cares how i feel. no one cares about my suggestions. no one cares about even simple manners. not a word out of my mouth matters!
i don't understand. i don't understand people. i look around me and all i see is stupidity and ignorance and arrogance and egotism and malice and none of it for an reason other then 'because'. I don't understand.