It's 10:20 and I'm going to bed early because I have to work at 8. I really want to be going out and seeing friends until the end of time, but that's not reality, is it ( Read more... )

The party at my house was good, I think. It's going to be a long time before there's another one. We got pretty out of hand. Well, some of us did. Anyway, I think people had fun, which is what I wanted. It's going to be a long time before it happens again ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time. And that's mostly because I don't really have anything to say. Life's been pretty usual lately, with nothing terribly interesting to report. Except, maybe, for the fact that (while under the influence) I dropped a glass and gouged my finger. It's gross. Thanks for saving me, Jess ( Read more... )

When I'm upset, food makes me feel better.

I wish I could find something less filling and less terrible for me, that would make me feel as good.

What's going on?

EVERYONE!

I'm having an "Everybody's home from college!!!" party, but I need to know when everyone is GOING TO BE HOME. So, if you're not home already, comment and tell me when you'll be home. So I can PLAN!

<3

As usual, I posted half in haste, only half thinking. I post what I'm feeling, but I don't think it through all the way. I thought about everything, and, really, I'm just in a weird transition place right now, between these deaths, and leaving Emerson and coming back to Merrimack, and shit going on at work... so everything is a lot weirder to me ( Read more... )

This whole being at home thing feels so lonely. Right now, anyway. I hope it doesn't stay this way all summer. I don't know if I'll be able to handle four months of this. I always expected that everyone would come home for the summer and we'd all hang out like we did last summer, like nothing had changed and like we hadn't spent eight or nine ( Read more... )

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE OPPOSITE SEX AT ALL.
WHY are you the way you are?
(That "you" is both collective and specific.)

In other news, happy mothers' day to Lisa Underhill. She's pretty great.

I'm back in Merrimack for the next four months and it's absolutely surreal. I don't think it's really hit me yet.

It's painfully clear to me that both my house and the town are too empty (because of Bailey and my lack of friends (except for Justin), respectively). I'm looking forward to at least the latter getting better.

When I went away to college, my biggest fear, above all else, was that both my grandmother and my dog were going to die ( Read more... )