L was freaking out a bit ago and wouldn't leave me alone. crying and running around like a freak. he was sleeping late this morning so he didn't shower with me. i turned the shower on for a bit to get the curtain wet and turned it off again. he hopped right in. he should be feeling a bit more normal now. not as anxious. he's such a

i'm really fucking angry right now and i shouldn't have to deal with what happened today. that asshole shouldn't even work with me. fuck him. possibly pressing charges. so sick of it. i'm done being nice.

woke up with my love, snowy drive, dropped off film at the store and bought the new national geographic (inside animal minds) with a cool pic on the last page, put the laundry and dishes away, and took a shower with the cats. out of the shower to make breakfast and the phone rings with a job offer (and more money than i'd expected)! so a phone ( Read more... )

agonizing drive, then dinner right away (fake philly cheese with fake steak, fake burger, peppers, onions, tomatoes, mustard on a ciabatta and some beans and wine), saw about half of quiz show, bed for a while, then a couple episodes of dog whisperer. i love this show! makes me feel like i actually know things about dogs.

my life is made up of to-do lists. this week i need to go to the grocery store, buy a cd for my mom, work, put gas in the car, take a trip to the cities, possibly have an interview. i have a massive headache.

why do i bother with my family?

tomorrow: wakeupcoffee, feed babies, drop off shirt at dry cleaners, make phone calls (and hopefully schedule another interview), work, get oil changed, pack, write things. tomorrow's tomorrow: in the cities after work, plan things, sleep comfortably, bring pillow. other things to do this week that my brain won't even let me see yet.

i love rediscovering albums i haven't listened to in forever. k cut my hair on wednesday....took off a few inches and added layers....it looks pretty smashing. she's also doing my hair on saturday. i'm postponing everything i'm supposed to be doing. just want to sit and do collages and hang out with the cats.

i want a playgym for the kitties, like the ones they have for infants. i'm searching out a good one. i want a heated cushion for the baby cat at my mom's. i want to drink coffee all day. i want to take the weekend off and still get paid. i need my headache to go away. i need to finish my movie. i need to clean. i need/want that job. i want ( Read more... )

miss him today. my punishment is going to be trying to screw up dinner. which i will do, i'm sure of it. lyman is quite anxious about something. this is his baby pic. he won't leave my hands alone! the keyboard and i are covered in white cat hair.

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