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Apr 21, 2005 11:24

At this point, I think it'd be quite sweet to die, just to spite my doctors and make them feel like shit for not listening to me. Fuck this. I want to have my life, I want to do all the things I know I could be doing. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. So angry. I am dying and no one is willing to help me ( Read more... )

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turbidbleu April 21 2005, 09:30:14 UTC
I am not quite sure what to say. I am sad (for you) and sorry that it seems you aren't getting the help you deserve.

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eloquentreverie April 21 2005, 12:29:36 UTC

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carijckln April 21 2005, 17:43:17 UTC
Dude, i hear ya. Stupid LJ.

Anyway, i'm sorry things aren't looking so well for you right now. I do hope they get better.

Smooch!

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eternitye April 22 2005, 12:47:10 UTC
:( i'm sorry you feel so shitty, babe, i know how it feels.. esp. the isolating. hang in there.. i don't know if i can make it down there on the 7th (or 6th was it?) cause i'm trying to stay away from alcohol and other substances-type situations for a little while... i don't want to tempt myself. but maybe some other non-party weekend i could come down for a day or so? we'll have to see.

((hugs))

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m_misfit April 24 2005, 11:23:07 UTC
Most docs aren't worth the space they take up far as I'm concerned. If you really want your life back, you'll keep searching for one that listens to you and takes your concerns seriously. There are such docs out there, tho it seems few and far in between at times.

You take care of yourself ... and too much isolating isn't always a good thing. ;)

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