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[moonshadow3561]

Why do I think about relapsing now? I walk through stores and it just seems so easy to do, to go back, escape the newfound stresses and whatnot, replace them with the familiar...I mean, the ed may be a dead-end, but at least ya know where you're going. It's frustrating because I want to, you know, go back to a behavior but at the same time I don't

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[_fierceflawless]

*hugs*

hang in there. every day that passes when you feel the impulse and fight it makes the next day that much easier-- think about how hard it was to quit this, and how difficult it would be to get the recovery you have now back. is it worth it? will the behavior even give you any satisfaction?

i know how hard the feelings are...i hope you see your sweetie soon, and remember that you are a kick-ass, powerful woman who has incredible potential.

love ya!

[slcathena]

Read what fierce flawless wrote. Then breathe and read it again.

You've come so far, live darling. You deserve it.

Take Gentle Care.

[turbidbleu]

Hey Moonie.

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you.

Stay strong! You can beat this demon!!!!

[aisforapplepie]

"the ed may be a dead-end, but at least ya know where you're going".

you put that very well. poignant. concise. true.

[resqsmurf]

Hey, it's FlyAway, from TF.

"so I just end up thinking about it a lot, which kinda sucks."

yea, it does suck. And it hurts to see that you are struggling again, after working hard in recovery. But remember that your thoughts can't hurt you, but your actions can.