I know how you feel trust me. Maybe not completely but the whole 'my life is going nowhere' thing is really ringing a bell for me. Last night I was on the computer just sitting here staring off into space and wondering what the hell the point of my life is. As far as I can tell it has no point. I'm not going to a real college next year, I don't have hardly any close friends, I'm not on good terms with most of my family, and of course I have NO love life at all. What is there keeping me here at all? I feel so depressed most of the time. I want to delete my Live Journal because there are people who are reading it who really don't like me and are probably taking great pleasure in my misery that I always write about. Nothing is sacred in this stupid town and I hate being here. I want to move to the other side of the country where there's no chance of me running into anyone I know. A place where I can make a journal or run to WalMart w/out seeing anyone I know, just somewhere where I can figure out who the hell I am. Maybe I am
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