When I said I didn't want to change anything, I meant I don't expect anything to change. The train we were on before needed a service and some spare parts and I didn't realise I could be a mechanic ( Read more... )

"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become."

- Carl Jung

You wanted to change the sheets before I returned, a kind thought but one that I'm grateful wasn't followed up on. As I lay here still in the faintly sweet smell that was our sleeping space I'm left torn in my expression. Where this place was once my sanctitude for moments like this I now find myself in conflict as the webs we weaved have knitted ( Read more... )

It is said that you know it is true when someone knows all of you and still loves you. To stand naked infront of you would give the appearance of revealing all. To show you the blend of beauty, pained scars, sags of stress and the tones of achievement ( Read more... )

I want to bathe in your eyes. They are my guilty pleasure as I try to convince you not to shy their blue glint from the light ( Read more... )

I´m so tired. It´s the thing I don´t say. I´m tired. Tired of so many things. I try to take a quiet approach with it but it´s there. I had hoped it´d improve when I left, I was exhausted then, I´m not sure if it´s the same now or if it´s something new but nothing seems to have changed ( Read more... )

Craving, wanting, sensing... I dreamt of tasting you this evening ( Read more... )

I must confess something. I neeeed to confess something. I have a crush. Gasp. One of those silly school girl crushes almost, I can’t quite explain it, and to be honest, I’m not really sure what it’s based on. It could be a friend crush, it could be an unknown intellectual crush, it could just be the need to have some sort of excitement in my daily ( Read more... )

If last year was 'Running Up that Hill" then this year is Anna Nalick - Breathe (2am ( Read more... )

As I swam up and down the pool this week my mind thought not of an anecdotal journal entry, but of what I'm expected to say this weekend ( Read more... )