Well It's been rather boring lately but a couple things have happened I guess. I finally got my computer up on Wireless, I was kinda hesitant really. I mean I get no benefit from it because my computer is a desktop anyway... and I was worried that the wireless might get a sucky signal. But my mom was determined to get internet on her computer, and ( Read more... )

I was watching the music video for Patrick Wolf's song Wind in the Wires and the way he was posing in the video reminded me of a picture of myself I had on my computer. So I decided to upload it and share. First here is the music video and then the picture. *smiles* I love the song so much. *orgasms* Plus the imagery is so beautiful, I just want to ( Read more... )

Well this V-Day was as expected very empty feeling, I really tried to at least be happy but obviously there was no helping it. I could tell from the moment I awoke that it'd be an awkward day, which it most certainly was. *sighs* So my entire day really was spent trying to sleep it away. When I couldn't sleep I'd talk to friends or read a book ( Read more... )

I used to walk between the shadows ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was a rather productive one as well as one that ended really emotionally. I finally got my room practically spotless, it hasn't been this clean in probably 6 months or so. I also dusted and everything looks so different hah, and I also found my Castlevania: Symphony of the Night CD as well as my Breath of Fire III CD. I thought I ( Read more... )

So for those who don't know, yesterday was the release of Dir en grey's 7th Full release album. This is of course not including Missa since it was a mini album, and the remix CD "Kai". I had actually forgotten all about them until a friend asked me if I had heard the new album which was conveniently all over the internet by this point. You see ( Read more... )

So I'm very lonely tonight and I feel so cold. I just want someone close to me right now you know? My parents went to bed early so my mom isn't available to talk. So I'm pretty much left completly alone tonight, no friends are online, nothing is on t.v. interesting. It just sucks. *sighs* You know what comes in real handy at times like this? ( Read more... )

So as I sit here in this room listening to music, a thought for a blog hit me. I'm just curious as well on what you really want to do with your life. It's something that when people hear it they generally think of a career, but when I say it I mean in general. What are the many things you hope to accomplish? I'll go on and list some ideas I have ( Read more... )

So yeah basically I finally have a car, well more like my parents gave me one we already had. The only problem is it's a 5-speed so I'll have to learn how to drive that, but no biggie. It's far better than nothing, I was just in a hurry to get out there. But I'm sure it won't take me too long to learn. Then I can finally get the hell out of here ( Read more... )

Well things are going really well for me right now, just thought I'd let everyone know. Me and my step-dad haven't been arguing nearly as much as we used to which is really nice. About the most he argues with me about now is the phone. He still wants it crammed up his ass for some reason. Good thing he is usually asleep or something when I'm using ( Read more... )