A rant.

[moonxpearl]

 You know, I've spent the last couple of years trying my damnedest to believe that most people are basically good, and every time I turn around, there's some bitch knocking me down.

Maybe I'm being overly emotional because I'm hormonal and my period started today (FINALLY, I've only been anticipating it for three weeks now!), maybe I'm

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[nonnymoose]

It is really hard. I've seen both sides of the fence - being feted when I was skinny, being pitied because I was fat. Right now I'm being treated for chronic binge eating - yay me, haven't had an episode in several months

[moonxpearl]

Well, as it stands right now, I'm just looking at losing 50 pounds. It feels more attainable to put a number to it. That'll put me around 175 pounds, and I think I can live with that.

I don't care about being skinny. I just want to be able to buy clothes in "normal" stores instead of trying to find jeans in a plus-sized store because everything else is cut to fit someone with no curves, just large enough to fit around me.

And it didn't just piss me off that it was published, it was that 16-year-old-cheerleader tone the article had. And her little fake-ass apology.