"Innocence is growing older ( Read more... )

I just feel like
I was getting over it...
(Like I was making progress)
and then some STUPID little
thing snagged my scar
and tore it
gushing open
and now it feels worse
(than before)

I think i'm feeling better already....
Livejournal really is like therapy...

plus i'm listening to my favorite bad religion song... well one of them...
Kyoto Now.

Thankyou for ( Read more... )

Ok... So I have a really positive poem too... and I'm not directly directing this any one person... but it was written quite recently(November 06) ...as a vent piece...
Please understand...

Always a fuck buddy
Never a friend
Never again
I trust you to hurt me
to selfishly
sodomize my dreams
the hope
it seems
is lost
but while friends are true
I'm still stuck ( Read more... )

Hello,
I'm back... and when do i usually return here?
When I'm sad.   When I feel like I've already vented to everyone that "it's ok to vent to"

it's just that i have 2 guys... one's an ex... one's a friend...
that slept with like all of my friends...
and why do i always have to hear about it...

i don't even see the ex... 
but last night i saw the friend ( Read more... )

It's a song by sting...
So, the question is... if i'm so happy 
why can't i stop crying...

It's done... i don't owe anybody any $...
it's good... i supppose..

"is it true alway happy hour here?"

Everything has been going so well...
why do i feel depression wash over me like a comforting blanket...
like an old friend...
why?

"Change is usually necessary
often desirable
and always inevitable."

Remember Mr. Holzer my fellow Canevinians...

Party at my house on saturday.  Call me.

Hey!!
I start my new position at PNC tomorrow!! Whoo WHo!!
MO Money fo ME!!!

I'll be celebrating with a lot of alcohol from the 16th on!!
Anyone care to join me...   smirk.

Oh, and i'll be posting some poetry.... in a minute.  It's bad... as it's always been.
But at least i'm writing a bit again.

"All you need is love... and whiskey!!!"

whatever u do
don't answer the phone.

I have a test tomorrow.  Please send me your smart vibes.
And HAPPY Halloween!!!

I have too much to tell to type it now.
My emotions have run the gamet this month.
I got to be the DD!  Yippy!

But I do send you all love and peace.

And I'm very elated to be with my punkface(s) again.  It's funny how history seems to spiral in ocilatting circles.  To feel ( Read more... )