I'm feeling really good. Really, really good. I feel really comfortable, and relieved. Most importantly, I'm happy again, and I'm actually excited for my new life here ( Read more... )

I am taking a few moments out of my day to write, because I haven't written in this journal (or my normal, real-life journal) in over three months. I am way overdue to empty the contents of my head, and I think that if I actually tried to hand-write all of it I'd have immediate carpal tunnel. So, here it is ( Read more... )

SO much has changed in the last month. SO, SO much. I am so happy. I might even be the happiest I've ever been. The only thing that was ever really standing in the way of my happiness was my own attitude and my own anxieties. As soon as I started to put everything into perspective, I felt amazing. And feel amazing ( Read more... )

So excited about this!! http://joastenning.carbonmade.com/Read more... )

I keep having dreams where my friends, coworkers, etc. literally stab me in the back and all over my arms/shoulders with screws and nails. It started in the scene shop, where Keith, Kayla, Jeff, and probably a few others were carrying these planks of wood with hundreds of exposed screws and nails sticking out, and they kept moving full speed in my ( Read more... )

I just read my "year in review" survey for 2008, and it made me tear up a little. Everything is SO DIFFERENT now.... Some of it in a good way, and some of it in an "ohhh wow, I was actually a little more put-together back then" way. Some of my attitudes towards my life have changed for the better. Some have changed for the absolute worst--but I ( Read more... )

I hate him and if he tries to hug me again today, I will KICK HIM IN THE BALLS.
He has no right to be such a judgmental asshole.

I'm gonna try to take my own advice today ( Read more... )

You might think that this entry is going to be about Wilbraham, but it's not ( Read more... )

There is something truly incredible about seeing Guster live. I really can't tell you what it is, but I never feel any other kind of music as strongly as I feel theirs, and seeing them play it is...spiritual. Maybe that sounds goofy, but it's exactly true ( Read more... )