I wonder if everyone feels like this, feels trapped in their own life. Do we all contain these secret sores, why cant we help eachother, am I the only one who wants to blow it all away. I wish I wouldn't break my own fall. I don't know why I won't just let myself feed. 
the things I'll never know

There's the dream  the rush  these grey eyes slip into an ocean bury them in sand
I don't have a choice, remember, at least this mistake will change things i know in the back of my mind its wrong its temporary its to distract me pull me out of this desert. remember the days when we didn't give a fuck, but all the days seem the same. You can't live ( Read more... )

I need complete anonymacy

I am -the Rat poison daughter-

Phone me and I'll hang up
Sick and tired of being bubble gum chewed up
Dark lane, bleak house shrinking rose, You're over and out
Tie a cherry bootstring, put your candy teeth in
Choking on a sweetheart, hang up, hang up, hang up

Cut your hair wear a chip on your shoulder
Get ahead, get laid, get it over
Cheap show, back ( Read more... )

Porcelain
Are you wasting away in your skin
Are you missing the love of your kin
Drifting and floating and fading away

Porcelain
Do you smile like a girl when you smile
Can you bare not to share with your child
Drifting and floating and fading away

Little lune
All day
Little lune

here we are in the pouring home
i watch the light man fall the comb
i watch a light move across the screen
i watch the light come over me

here we are now going to the north side
i look at my friends as they start to ride
ride at night we ride all day
looking out for a sunny day

here we are now going to the south side
i pick up my friends and we hope ( Read more... )

gravitational pulls bring the shards to the center, they meet, become forces ( Read more... )

"We are all self- composting .
when we don't know what to hate, we hate ourselves .
You have to keep recycling yourself.
Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known."

My time, a waste, I'm wasted
I have far more to offer and no ways to offer it. as the options wear away. I am withering. and my choices are made for ( Read more... )

Trapped in a box of tremendous size ( Read more... )

When you walk home from the party ( Read more... )