It Takes an Ocean Not to Break

[moosatcows]

I'm stressed out.

That's pretty much it. If you want to just skip the rest of this post, have at it. I won't blame you. I just need somewhere to vent.

So a bunch of teachers I thought were my friends stabbed me in the back (so awesome of them, I know) and pretty much doubled my teaching load this year. This not only pissed me off, it made my teaching

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[auroraprimavera]

Sorry you're having such a tough time w/ work. Hopefully something else will come along that isn't quite so stressful. *hugs*

[moosatcows]

Thanks. I think the worst part is that I really can't tell if I'm just a whiner or what. LOL Everyone else seems to handle teaching fine. And honestly, the thought that I just may not be cut out for teaching is really disheartening.

Btw, read your post the other day. I wanted to comment but just couldn't find the words. But I want you to know that I think you're brave. You did something I could never do, that's for sure. Anyways, I'm hear if you want to talk ever.

[auroraprimavera]

It's probably more that you're not cut out to deal with the little ones so much. Since I've been teaching here, I've realized that I just cannot deal with little kids. I much prefer to have classes with older teens or adults.

Thanks - I'm doing better, but, it's still hard. My dad's still being, well, my dad. But, you know. *shrugs*

[moosatcows]

Hear? Oh dear goodness. *Here.

Yes, and I was telling my friend Ann this morning that I usually enjoy the little kids, so I hate that this schedule is making me doubt that. But at the same time, I've never had to deal with them for long periods like this, so I suppose this is something that I'm just now learning.

He'll come around. He may not ever be able to truly understand, but he loves you, so he'll come around.