I know I'm unloveable ( Read more... )

ok so this is making up for the inequality and ratio of bad to good entries, i shall be happy damn it and talk about sprinkles and such like. but i will do it later on when i am not tired.
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Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head ( Read more... )

im distraught.
i feel so low at the moment.
even tears wont do it.
i guess some things aren't what they seem.
i am a fool, to think i could be happy.
somebody just put me out of my misery.

I feel kinda odd at the moment. i think i hav finally decided what i want to do with my life which is always a bonus. i fell like people r movin so much faster than i am and its a bit of a struggle to run after them. also i miss u uni peoples, and i know it doesnt make it any better me sayin i miss you's but i do and it makes me sad ( Read more... )

oh dear, i've got a cold. everything is going so fast, i feel not in control and everything is spiralling. people r growin up and movin on and im still right here, same as always, i hate to use this stoopid internet as a vent, but i dont want to piss people off. college kinda sucks a little bit. you've all got your fellas and i got the junk in my ( Read more... )

Good times for a change,
see the luck i've had can make a good man turn bad
so please please please, let me get what i want this time

hav'nt had a dream in a long time
see the life i've had could make a good man bad
so for once in my life, let me get what want
lord knows it would be the first time
lord knows it would be the first time

i shall now update and no longer in song form, which is nice. well im well feckin bored and im pissed off because my sister keeps changin her mind about gettin back together with her boyfriend, jesus she aready knows what she wants why does she have to make me suffer talkin about it. i realise that was heartless, but this is the current theme of ( Read more... )

The sanest days are mad ( Read more... )

i hope im out tonight, im gunna get ready just in case anyway. i had a shower at my mates but now im gunna have to wash my hair in the sink. wayhey! oh in case people didnt know we r gettin bathroom done and am well peeesed off. im felin good today, felt bad coz couldnt got to town today had to wait for dude to come round. i wanna go get a job so i ( Read more... )