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so i haven't updated in a while... and i'm pretty tired and extremely cold so i'm not going to write much before jumping into bed.

so i was talking to an old friend of mine earlier.. just on msn you know? it's so weird... and it's like everytime i talk to him it's always so weird!!! :P but i love him, i've known him forever!!

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hello my friends. it's my birthday tomorrow. i don't know if i'm excited. i might go see harry potter. otherwise nothing exciting will happen much.

i have an english test tomorrow afternoon so i'll probably be in the library tomorrow morning. studying and such.. it's like man, birthdays reoccur so often. it's just weird.

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hello my friends.

i'm no longer going to semi formal. i made this decision this afternoon. i would write why, however it's a really stupid reason and everyone would think i'm melodramatic if i wrote it. so then why aren't i going? well, it's a thing related to low self-esteem that made me decide. it's kind of a thing like - well just ask me if you ( Read more... )

hey.

it's saturday night... yes... just sitting around.

updating to say.. i love weekends because there's no school. i don't like school. school makes me unhappy. probably why i don't do homework..

well i decided to go to semi. i wasn't going to.

well i better find something to do. i'm bored. later aligator!

saturday. 12:31. what to do? so many possibilities. i don't know what i want to do. i don't want to sulk. i don't want to sit around. it's beautiful outside. well. that's all for now. hopefully i'll find something to do...

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hey journal.

i'm updating... well because i'm sad. okay well the past week has been really bad for me. i just want to cry. i feel so down and shit. sunday was the worst, so was saturday night. now it's just like why? why am i like this? nothing is wrong with me. i have clothes, food, all this shit and all i can think about is myself. i no longer ( Read more... )

Hey journal.

Today feels like a great day for an entry. Well, not really. I still don't feel a hundred percent. More like 60% i think. but you know...

so i found out today that my uncle greg who had cancer in his pancreas, well it spread to his bones, and it's really bad. he's in a lot of pain. i wish i could be next to him, just be there for him ( Read more... )