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I just bought tickets to Fleet Foxes and Blitzen Trapper in April! It's a good day in the future.
As for this week...fuck school.

It's amazing when your worst fears are confirmed by someone else - that the vacancy you feel is not just inside of you but is as plain to them as the nose on your face.

[1.] What did you do in 2008 that you have never done before?
skinny dipping with college students, a stripper, unnamed man, and a cop; made out; smoked a cigarette; got certified in SCUBA; played vodka pong which inevitably lead to another "never been done before" - becoming incredibly hammered and spewing inexorable amounts of vomit; hosted a ( Read more... )

Lately I feel emotionally tired and helplessly unmotivated or uninspired. These days I wake up at half past one in the afternoon and I don't care that most of day has been spent dreaming. I don't want to see people. I don't want to do anything. I'm forgetting any sort of responsibility to myself or family; I eat anything I want; I sit around all ( Read more... )

Awkward

I'm not going to Australia. I didn't care when I withdrew from the study abroad program but I've got a vague understanding that I'm going to regret it. I need to get away from this place. Eventually.

I go from power ranger to burlesque corset and matching stocking and garter set.
Go figure.

From adolescence to sexual fantasies. mmhmm

Disfigured spirits ( Read more... )

"Past the mission ( Read more... )