It's now officially Dec. 25, so Happy Birthday to my beloved B!!!!!!
Title: … It’s the motion of the ocean.
Author: Moosesal
Fandom/Pairing: CW RPF - Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles (with mentions of Jared/Sandy)
Rating: Adult (somewhere in the land between R and NC-17)
Word count: ~1300
Notes: My beloved B has fic wishlist. She’s one of those unfortunate ones to be born on Christmas day and as such she deserves extra special wishes today. So I offer up one of her wishes today: 11) That Jared Padalecki RPS fic I've been secretly YEARNING for for years now. Wherein Jared Padalecki thinks he has a REALLY HUGE COCK, but really, all those facial expressions he's been seeing over the years haven't been fear, but people trying not to laugh at his itty, bitty, peen.
Jared is amazing with his mouth. When he was with Sandy he used to go down on her before and after fucking her. Some women just can’t get off from just fucking and Jared had no problem with that. He loved to eat a woman out and work her with his fingers. Same with guys, a big dick between his lips got him turned on beyond belief.
With Sandy, once she got turned on, she liked to be stretched wide. Jared was happy to fill her with his cock. She’d start out tight, but she could take so much; even after having him inside her, he often had to start with one finger and slowly work his way up to three. And after he’d come inside her, he was happy to suck out his come and pump her with his fingers until she joined him in bliss. Some nights he’d wring three or four orgasm from her before his jaw started to ache.
Sandy wasn’t averse to using her mouth on him, either. God she’d been amazing. The first time they’d been together, she blew him on the couch of his apartment. When she pulled him from his pants, she stalled for a moment and he could see she was a little nervous. He stroked her hair and told her it was okay if she didn’t want to. He knew he was big and she was so tiny, even her mouth was tiny. But she shook off whatever fear she had and after a few tentative licks she had all of him in her mouth. It was amazing. She was amazing. He wasn’t really one to talk to the guys about his conquests, but he may have mentioned to a few of his buddies that Sandy could deep throat him.
Things didn’t work out with Sandy for a variety of reasons, but Jared knows that his prowess in the bedroom wasn’t the reason. While he hadn’t been with many people -- a few fumblings in high school that were over before they started (but that’s normal for a teenager, right?) and a few drunk hand jobs exchanged in bar bathrooms -- he knew what he was doing. Plus he’d learned a lot with Sandy, so it wasn’t the sex. He could go into future relationships confident that his partners would always be satisfied by him.
~~~
When he and Jensen start fooling around, Jared keeps finding himself on his knees in Jensen’s trailer. Jensen’s cock is … well, it’s pretty much as perfect as the rest of Jensen. He sucks Jensen off six times before Jensen has a chance to return the favor. Jared keeps meaning to blow Jensen to relax him, and then lay him back and open him up so he can fuck him slow and deep. But Jared gets so turned on from having Jensen in his mouth that he keeps coming in his pants before Jensen even finishes. He’ll be going at it and just reach down to press the heel of his hand against his crotch -- just a little pressure that he’s so desperately aching for -- and that one touch will set him off. Every. Damn. Time.
Finally he decides not to touch himself at all. And when he gets close he’ll think of Kripke walking in on them. That should take the edge off fast.
So there he is, having just swallowed Jensen’s come, still kneeling on the floor in front of him, thinking he’s going to get his at last. He just hopes Jensen won’t freak out. Jared’s a big guy and he doesn’t think Jensen’s been with a guy before; Jared doesn’t want him to be afraid. He’s big, but he’ll be careful, gentle.
He stands up and kisses Jensen who leans into him, licking his own taste from Jared’s mouth. They both moan and then pull apart a little and laughed. Jensen’s hand comes down and cups Jared through his jeans. “Can I help with you that?” he asks, an teasing glint in his eyes.
Jared swallows and nods and watches as Jared drops to his knees. Jensen opens his pants and pulls him out and then just freezes. Fuck. I won’t hurt you, Jared thinks. He wants this so much. Has wanted it for ages. Don’t push.
~~~
Jensen can’t help but stare. He has a fleeting thought of what his face must look like, but he doesn’t even know how to school his features. He’s shocked. Jared’s so big everywhere and Jensen has just assumed big hands, big feet, big cock. Right? Jared’s a giant, anyone would expect him to have a big cock.
But it’s not big. Not at all. And Jensen wants to reprimand himself and say that of course Jared would be average, because average is average. Jensen considers himself to be average and it’s all good. Jared’s cock must be average and just seems small because Jared himself is so tall. But then Jensen takes it in his hand and it’s not average. It’s small. Really, really small.
Jensen is on his knees trying to figure out what to do with the sudden and unexpected knowledge that Jared Padalecki has a tiny dick. He just doesn’t know what to say about it. What is there to say really? Jensen’s never had to deal with this situation before. He’s always been a sort of accidental size queen -- unknowingly picking up guys who are so big he can’t figure out how he’s going to take it without getting hurt.
In the end he says nothing, just leans forward and takes Jared in his mouth because Jared has done the same for him so many times and if Jensen sits here staring much longer Jared’s going to get upset. What guy wouldn’t, really?
So Jensen sucks him in and the amazing part of this is that he can take him all the way. And maybe the upside to a little dick is that it’s easier to suck. He bobs his head up and down and swirls his tongue around the tip and the shaft and the base and he looks up to see Jared’s huge hands hovering in the air and this scared look on the guy’s face.
Jensen reaches up and pulls Jared’s hands to his head then pulls back long enough to say, “Fuck my mouth.” It’s weird, but it’s Jared and Jensen does want him. Tiny dick and all.
~~~
“Jesus,” Jared groans. Jensen’s mouth is amazing. Like Sandy, he’s managed to take all of Jared. He’s even holding Jared’s hips now and urging him on.
Jared runs his fingers over Jensen’s head, then holds him still and pumps his hips forward. One, two, three, four. Fuck, he’s coming hard. His body shakes as he pumps his load into Jensen’s mouth. He looks up and sees Jensen close his eyes as he moans around Jared’s cock and swallows everything. He sucks and teases him until Jared goes soft, then pulls back and carefully tucks him back in his pants.
~~~
Jensen stands up and kisses Jared again.
“Wanna fuck you,” Jared whispers against his mouth.
Jensen nods while wondering if Jared’s cock will even hit his prostate. He takes comfort in the realization that at least it won’t hurt.