we went to dinner tonight and it took everything i had not to talk about the giant pink elephant that was sitting right on top of our table ( Read more... )

so i got to go to wendys for dinner with him tonight and it felt so nice...i was shaking because i am still so scared about the whole thing, but it was so good to just be near him again...i've been working really hard on the whole being patient thing and haven't asked a single question since monday! trust me, that's a record for me! i want to still ( Read more... )

so between not finding the right first class yesterday and my parking ticket that i just got on south campus, i think NAU is trying to tell me that i need to graduate and get out of here

in other news, last night was nice :) i finally got to bed around three haha

Who am I kidding...today sucked. I couldn't say hi this morning and when my class got moved upstairs, I couldn't even look for him there. Then when I did finally see him I had to pretend that I couldn't because those are the rules basically and then I saw the other him and it made me want to puke because I can't handle thinking about that. Then I ( Read more... )

First day wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be and if I really have to go with this single thing, maybe it won't be the end of the world. It's definitely not what I want, but I am not the one who gets to decide that ( Read more... )

001. Name → Megan Elizabeth Oechsner ( Read more... )

Either things are working or I am going to be super disappointed soon...

I pulled a 21 hour days yesterday, playing guitar hero from around nine to six...even thought I was super tired, I wasn't about to go home if you were willing to spend eight hours with me...I'm not about to give something like that up

do you have any idea how hard it is to go a whole day without talking to someone you love?!?!

1 minute out of 818 days is 0.0001%

Aunts and Uncles for Dad's Birthday who I hadn't seen in over five years ( Read more... )