i just got my license yesturday... so damn excited about that. anyways the love of my life is back in the states for two weeks. thank god. though i have to send him back to afghanistan on the 26th of may. so i am not looking forward to that. but last night was the first i heard his voice in four months. it was awesome. i am just about done with ( Read more... )

One week! Finals are this weekend. Graduation is next week! The day after graduation i am flying to California to be with my bf's family. Nervous is not the word for it. I am anxious and yet depressed because i am leaving my family to be with his.

well time is winding down.

3 weeks left of classes. i have 36 days til philip is on leave to come see me for a week, i have 37 days til i graduate with my associates degree and 38 days til i move to california. this summer is going to be amazing.

just remember philip: i love you with all my heart and soul.

2 days to go til our 10 month

9 months today with philip.

things we have done:
niagra falls and darien lake- awesome fun, enjoyed the fireworks at the falls, and the cave of the winds.

flew across country- i got to meet his family for the first time, boy they are sweet and amazing.

that was just a few of the things we did. exciting right.

For the past two day, philip and i have been arguing. over the smallest things. i dont know but this is not the philip that i was dating in december. maybe its because he is in afghanistan and i am here. but it is frustrating the hell right out of me. is this happening to anyone else or is it just me and what should i do ( Read more... )

you know its like when you need someone to talk to you, either they are never around or just don't have time to listen to you ( Read more... )

Well last night i saw Philip off. It was VERY emotional for me. oh i am going to miss him VERY much.
Though his mom called me today to let me know that he is in ireland right now, making his way slowly to Afghanistan. Oh gosh i love him so much.

philip is leaving on the 31st to Afganistan. i am a complete wreck and need him. this is the last weekend we will be able to see each other for the next year or so. i am very despret to see him. although he has to finish packing and stuff before he goes. i love this man with all my heart and soul. he has done so much for me. and as a person, has ( Read more... )

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i am in love with a person who in life has accomplished so much. he respects and cheerishes every minute we share together.
i want everyone to know that sometime in the next week, philip will be deployed to afganistan for a year. please keep him in your prayers. his family is unable to see him off, but i told him that i would be right there by his ( Read more... )