i wish i wasn't so hard on my self.
i wish i was a better girl friend.
i wish alot of things.

It owned.
I love krys! <3
it was so fun haha.

So me and paige are friends again.
She's cool.
well i'm at marks then mary's later.

Tomorrow is me and marks 2 monthes!! :] this boy is absolutey one of the best. i dont know if i will ever look at another boy like i look at him. He's gorgeous. i miss him a lot. i wish he would stop being stupid and text me back.. Tonight i went to the mall messed around, blah, blah, mark, blah.

So i think shits finally going back to normal. I'm getting happy and things with mark are good. I'm going to the mall tonight which means chai tea and DDR.! fuck yes. my stomach hurts :[ imissyou. <3

i haven't wrote in here in a real long time. so i don't know where to begin. i had a pretty good christmas and that was the end of that, bye.

It makes me think of mary and taylor and how i miss us. i love them. i love all my friends except her. but yeah most people now who that is, i'm at marks and he's hanging lights up and stuff. so yesturday me and mark went to homecoming it was really fun, well i do have other things that need to be done [myspace] so i'll write later. <3

heyheyhey. haha sunday mark took me iceskating :] it was really fun. oh man i love that boy so much, he's my world i don't want anyone else, ever. well also all weekend my brother was home and my other brother came over with my 2 neices.. April and kyra. APRIL IS THE CUTEST FUCKING KID.. the end. i love that little girl with all my heart. so yeah ( Read more... )

Mark's in the shower and i'm really fucking tired. I think we are going to his mom's work and then going into school late.I forget what my last entry was about.... so really idk what to write about beside that i'm still dealing with the same bullshit like last week but it's okay cause im not letting it get to me. Mary left to florida but i think it ( Read more... )

Yeah so.. i'm waiting for you know who to get his little butt of here and listening to chiodos. One of my new favorite bands.. ugh where is he?! ooh i love how i stole your best friend then you tried to kiss him, you may steal other people's boyfriends but not mine, k?? Everyone talks behind your back, even your "best"friends. He loves me more. I ( Read more... )

My weekend wasn't as super as i had dreamt it would but it was still ok. i never went to candice's because me and mark fell asleep and we left the game early and i still have no clue who won and what happened. Today me and mark fought. I dont like fighting with him at all, i cryed only A little bit i dont think he noticed. He's setting up his ( Read more... )